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amri dan rosa adalh besfren..mrk knl x lma..tp..lma gk kot..eh..xtaulah..eh..ctr aku..lma g la..1 universiti,1 course,cma final year br ketemu..n mnjadi baik n rapat sgt..lma-lma si kupid memanahkan chenta di hati mereka...ssh sng,gelak,tangis dan tawa silih berganti...paas grad pn..mrk terpisah jauh..ala..dlm 3 jam ja klu dr kg halaman si amri..2x naik bas ja..hahahaha...namun..chenta mereka sgt kukuh...sekukuh tiang konkrit yg dijadikan pasak di sekolah lama aku..huh..kukuh tuh..mereka berdua menmpuh alam pekerjaan...ada ms..amri tdak bkerja..and ada ms..si rosa tdak bekerja..namun..mereka ttap utuh..ingin berkahwin target mereka...itu jji semasa syg...biasala...

nmun,bla amri kna kerja di tmpat yg agk jauh..nk plang ke kg pn 3 bln sx..amri jd sgt bz ngn keje..blik sllu lmbat..mlm2 br blik..tp..atinya ttap pd rosa..namun..rosa mrsa sunyi..rosa rs cm amri dh krg syg,tmbah lak...kdg2 amri msg sikit2 ja..bz kot..rosa ckp dia phm..tp,sbnqnya dia x phm n thn pn dk sorg2..hahahaha..biasala ati pompuan..kata si penulis..hahahaha...

eh..lpa lak..tggal part lak..ermm...biasala...dlm hubungan msti ada angin pasang surut...time senak n enak..rosa ni berpenyakit..tp..si amri ni ttap nk gk stay ngn rosa..xkira la apapn..smpai 1 tahap,amri dh trtekan bla rosa suh blah dr idup dia sbb rosa kata dia x kn bhagiakan amri..amri jadi kaget n runsing..lantas amri mla mnymbung aktiviti rokok yg dtggalkan dan...mnjadi seorg yg dia x pnh jd sjak kenal rosa...namun..mereka berbaik semula..dgn character amri yg sdh mnjadi tdak seperti biasa..cpt melenting..pns baran..FYI..ni mmg sikap si amri,namun rosa berjaya coolkan beliau...coolkan rosa???tp..rosa gk wt amri jadik cmtuh..sian sapa ek??lantak la...hahahahaha

amri cpt mrh..tp..dia kool cpt..lg cpt dr peti ais..tp..kerenggangan tu cm smakin ada..rosa mlai berani ckp..dia sdah kurang syg n rindu sama amri..amri kaget..sbb katanya rosa dia sunyi n amri sdah x seperti dlu...amri mrh..namun dipukuk kembali..cba ditenangkan..tp...rosa ckp..dia sgt konpius ngn drinya..tatau apa nk wt..amri bg solusi..tp..rosa ttap xmau sbb katanya..dia sdah takut sama amri..amri tambah kaget..tdak mengapa..amri kata mau jd cm dlu...tba2...1 ari..oh yaa...rosa juga ketika ini sudah kerja n travel 1 malaya ngn org opis n bos dia yg sdh kwen..smpai 1 ari...amri terima 1 mms rosa..bertulis miz u...amri tersenyum..yaa..kerna dia jua rindu pd rosa..rindu sgt2...tp..bla dia check msg detail...mms itu dihantar kpd 2 org penerima..dan penerima slain amri itu adalah...seorg lelaki..xlain x bkn..bos kpd rosa...ptutkah amri mrh????

So, I Guess This Is Goodbye

So I drew a goodnight kiss.
I said it was all for you,
Held your face in time,
But the miracles came crashing down.

But it was too late; the killers came
With knives and dressed all in blue.
As they suck me in, I take your hand.
Well, isn't this romantic?

He's learned a lot from watching you and I (lovely).
Just wish these dreams would follow through.

Don't ever be afraid,
‘Cause I'm never letting go of your face,
Since I knew there would be
Blood spilling from your cut.
The ropes enwrapped you in love.
Memories feed this disease,
And I hate it.

But it was too late, the killer’s home
And knows you well, I assume.
As my luck grows thin, I take your hand
Well, isn't this romantic?

He's learned a lot from watching you and I (lovely).
Just wish I already knew.

Don't ever be afraid,
'Cause I'm never letting go of your face,
Since I knew there would be blood.
Take these words I say,
"Will you marry me?" to your grave.
I knew you were the one.
This blood is love.

You, me, I do, let's float away and die.
You, me, I do, let's float away and die.

He's learned a lot from watching you and I (lovely).
Tell the preacher to give our last goodbye.

Don't ever be afraid,
'Cause I'm never letting go of your face,
Since I knew there would be blood.
Take these words I say,
"Will you marry me?" to your grave
I knew you were the one.
The one, the one!
I knew there would be blood.

Performed by I AM GHOST!!!

sj aku post lagu nih...
cm kena ngn violent mood swing aku lak lanih...
sial tol idup!!!!

miss target...missed target...target missed!!!!

duhhh...
glr ah..plan b4 posa suma cm terkentut waktu amik wuduk..
kn plan lain..klu ble pospon pas raya ok gk,tp..laut bergelora..maka..
plan mgkin trpksa ditunda smpai thn depan..glr ah ding dong..
dui...runsing...keje byk kt opis,tp,xsiap lg...siap la aku nti..
aduss...org wt slh,aku yg ada beban tugas..siot tol..
ada ke ptt org x dtg keje aku yg ada keje lebih sbb nk slhkan depa x mai keje..
mmg aku pastikan kamu berslh wahai penjahat awam!!!
suma plan aku bln 8 ni cm xmjdik ja,hadui...kosong btol..
balik kg la next wik..xpn p kl..
mn2 la yg menarik tertaik kau mmg dabomb..
bila otak pusing tp xleh lena ni yg jd mls thp gaban klh mahjong nih...apa pn tatau nk wt..nk main game pn xdk mud..nk main enset..lg la xdk mud..hahahaha...mn ada org nk main enset kul 2 pg melainkan dia tuh cuti gk cm aku pd sok arinya ataupun student yg nk ponteng klas sok..hahahahahaha...
ntahla..sbnaqnya..dlm minggu nih..kehidupan ku bagaikan pertempuran malplaquet 1704...yg mn apa yg aku wt w'pn dpt..tp..cm aku jg rugi..hadui...2 more wiks to go..tgk la lagu mn...klu ok..okla..klu x ok..peh..konpom la x ok..adui..tu pn pyhka???
aku ni sx pkiq dh x mcm aku dlu...ngn opismate pn ble btengkaq..adui..mls la nk idup ngn suasana cmnih..aku ni sx cm dh jadik sesumpah..minit ke32..mud aku sgt stabil..minit ke 36..tba2 aku jadik x stabil..n pd mud ke37 mud aku ok kembali..bosan ar jd aku yg nih..aku seperti bkn aku..knp yaa???mngkin kerna mlm itu..bla aku dh decide aku nk jd aku yg lain..maka..aku jd yg lain..hadui..mls aih nk pikiq..nk minum ayaq masak sat..mn tau kot ble ngntuk..hahahaha..kunun aku bjet cm minum ubt tdoqla..hahahahahaha...gler ah ding dong bell...

langit x sllunya cerah...tp..dlm gelap mlm pn..ada lg kecerahan langit yg kita ble nmpak..aku mau kamu..si teleskop chenta!!!