lost 1..get as much as you can..
feel happy while hurt others...
that's bad but..doesn't matter...it's all bout yourself...ur life..make others happy is bullshit...
you own ur life..make yourself happy..others??mind their own life..u'll get nothing for making others happy..do i care bout others??yeah..only 4 my family,close frens that i trusted most..others??i dun care...live ur f**king life...dun care anymore..i know i'm doing something bad..but i feel good..does it matter??no..doesn't matter at all..
i cud get wut i want..but..normally i refused..not this f***ing time and stage..
no more that..but adding this..yeah..y not??it's juz another hurt process..hahahahaha..
pretend whom i used to be...but do all the things that i won't do...
no one cares bout this rejected being...so,y shud i care bout others???
it's juz another f***ing disturbing emotion...take it or leave it..though u cannot get wut u had lost...still you can gain from wut isn't yours...kn??laugh and smile were my main purposes..not my priority anymore..i cud smile and laugh whenever i want..but..i feel sick doing such f***ing stupid things..it hurts me most of the time..
4 sure..regret will be on the otherside and my past...now..make others regret...it's good...let it be..follow the flow??i dun think..it's much better for me to create my own flow..play as long as i cud..do damage as much as i can..if i cudn't stand anymore..juz leave it..bad record??w shud i care???ahaks!!!one of my frens told me...'it's bad..at the end u'll regret..'hahaha..stupid joke...do i care??nope!!!